Sleep evades me
Nightmares await me
I'm scared to sleep
Worries sadden me
Doubts confuse me
I start to weep
Tears drown me
Coldness around me
I'm sinking deep
Hopelessness haunts me
Depression grabs me
I squeeze closed my eyes
Pressure envelopes me
Tension suffocates me
And yet, I'm surprised
While cruelty chases me
And strength's sucked out of me
Somehow I know
I will not die
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written 2004
written really well (if i were a bit more sentimental/ into it) i cud feel what ur describing and i luv the pic (and the fact that u know what a phoenix is!- bc i didnt!)
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