I've got my mantra plastered to my forehead
Playing in my imaginary headphones
"FOOD IS NOT THE ANSWER!!!"
Oh,okay.
It's like bumping into the wall
Oops! You quickly turn away.
Well! -That's clearly the wrong direction!
So I stumble back and look around
Where to next?
Why am I here?
I busy myself, trying to figure that out
How I've missed it all this time
I don't even know who I am
What makes me happy
What I feel.
Food's numbed me
Helping me hide behind my hurt.
Now I'm lost
All I want is to find my way back
To where I belong
And then I can play a different song
"I'M A WINNER TODAY!!!"
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written 2012
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