I've turned everyone into
enemies
And now I’m so alone,
I’m shooting down all my
friends
Behind the fortress of my home.
I can’t look them in the
eye
And try to understand
Because I’m busy
defending, offending,
There’s no one left who
can.
I’m dangerous with my
weapons
Of cold words and harsh
replies
And when I stop, I’m
aghast
While I fumble to rectify
All of my mistakes;
Creating such pain
I’m so miserable and
desperate
I want to hijack the next
plane
Then I can demand they
all listen
Be forced to see I’m just
hurt and confused
And instead of trying to
explain,
I lashed out and caused
them their wounds.
Then I’d look them in the
eyes
And they’d be forced to
see
That I am no monster
-Just a very scared,
little, me.
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Written 2015
